The Sanctuary

3-1-07

I love roller coasters. The way my stomach jumps on the way down…that’s the best! It’s always slow and quiet on the way up, and then the thrill comes just over the peak. It isn’t that way in “real life” though. In my life, I always enjoy the ascent to the top and dread the descent. I’ve noticed an uneasy trend in my musical life: I get really excited up until the show, and then afterward, I’m really depressed.

It is somewhat of a tiredness mixed with a “what next” type of mentality. So, sometimes I wake up in the morning and curse myself for being so lazy and at the same time encourage myself that I can only take it one day at a time. I’ve been wanting to write some more songs, but for some reason I’m in a rut. Hopefully, I’ll get out of it soon.

Well, hopefully my next post will be a little more light-hearted. Until then, be blessed. MS